Sunday, October 16, 2011

I say we do this all over again

I am going to try this blog thing again...hopefully it will work.

My life was glued together these past years up until Aug.

It all came apart. My plans went completely down the drain. I found out that my dad is cheating on my mom....again....and my therapist says that I am getting too involved with my parent's marriage and that I should move out. Not really a bad idea....except that I have no money to move out with. My parents wanted me to be school focused and all my money was going towards I am going to get student loans....just to stay sane. My dad doesn't get it, that I can't live at home. He thinks loans are a horrible idea. I went through the school bullshit and there isn't anything else that I can do besides that.

A few days after I found the evidence my dad was cheating on my mom, I ran into the man who molested me in a Christian bookstore....yep. Looking at the man who I attempted to put into prison and failed in the face isn't fun. I don't know if he recognized me....I hope he didn't.

And to top off all the news, I have no idea where I am going faith wise. I know that it isn't important to some people, but it is important to me. I have no idea where I should be right now.

What I can tell you is that my blogs are going to become more interesting.

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